A sorry excuse

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Hello beautiful people.

    I am sorry I have been so inactive these last (fiveish) months. Life has been pretty shitty. I was taking four core classes, and working two/three jobs, which took up all the time I had. I took European Civilization, Urban Agriculture (city farming), Ancient Greek and Roman Religion (I thought it was going to focus on the gods, and it did, but boy was it horribly hard) and Evolution and Human Origins. No Art classes, but one of my jobs was as a printmakers apprentice, so I spent hours in the studio, till the wee hours in the morning. Every once in a while, my crush and I exchanged comics, which kept me going a little, new comics to look forward too.

    About a year ago I fucked up my finger, and it hurt when I did some things but I could move it and still use it, and since I hate going to the doctors, I never got it looked at. A few days ago I finally went in to get it checked because it was really hurting me. But the doctors cant do anything about it, and it really fucking hurts. It was a partial dislocation, which means the joing is fine, but it tore some liggaments, and that takes forever to heal. I have sports tape on it. But its going to be years before its healed completely. Which really REALLY sucks.

And lately I have had an overall Creative block. I am unhappy with everything I draw an write, and I don't feel like its up to my standards, and its disappointing. I don't know. I have just been down lately.

Thanks for listening. Cheers,

Almond
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Porsheee's avatar
I'm sorry to hear about your finger. :'p Really doesn't sound fun...
Also, the only way to fight creative block is to simply start drawing/writing again! Or, what works for me is looking at past work and seeing how far I've come, but it really varies from person to person.
Good luck~